Monday, 30 January 2017

Signal TK

很喜欢这首歌的歌词,虽然我看不懂日语,但是第一次听就觉得能和这首歌合二为一。 我在网上找到了这首歌的翻译,是在一个台湾人的博客找到的:

感情につける名前は自由だね ほら変わり果てた

倘若能賦予感情名稱 那將會是自由吧 烏飛兔走早已物是人非

消せない僕の罪の引き金が溶けてしまいそうで

我那無法抹滅的罪惡源頭就像要溶解掉般

血だらけになったあの日の意味は無くなるはずもないよね

然而染滿鮮血的那日並不會失了意義對吧

憎しみが消えてしまったら 君を殺せないから

如若憎恨消弭殆盡 如此一來就再也無法將你毀滅

 

過去を生み出している

不斷孕育出的過去

罪が作った僕に変わるために

為了幻化成滿盈罪惡的我

ASLのナイフで

緊握ASL的刀把

記憶のsignal 刻まれてるのに

上面明明深刻的刻印住記憶的信號

痛みさえ消し去ってしまう 絆のspiral

那為何痛苦還是在羈絆的螺旋中消逝而去

迷い込んだ僕は僕で消えて暮れていく

我被迷惘無解的我拆解消除 分崩離析沉淪

 

僕は孤独さ どうかそのままで君が笑う度に

我孑然一身 無論如何在你依舊掛上狂妄笑容的同時

無くなるはずもないのに 傷から目を逸らさないように

這些明明永無復原可能的傷痕 還是乞求願能莫要淡忘

憎しみよ側にいて 君を殺したいから

憎恨啊請常隨身側 只因我迫切想毀滅你

 

過去を生み出している

不斷孕育出的過去

罪が作った僕に変わるために

為了幻化成滿盈罪惡的我

ASLのナイフで

緊握ASL的刀把

記憶のsignal 刻まれてるのに

上面明明深刻的刻印住記憶的信號

痛みさえ消し去ってしまう 絆のspiral

那為何痛苦還是在羈絆的螺旋中消逝而去

迷い込んだ僕は僕で消えて暮れていく

我被迷惘無解的我拆解消除 分崩離析沉淪

 来源:http://m.xuite.net/blog/snucnu88/twblog/436645498

我的问题,或者我究竟有没有问题,似乎早就没太大意义。但是生活总是这样,千篇一律,无聊,没有内容,没有意义。我想要变成怎样的人,拥有怎样极端的情绪,感情和自由才能体会到自己的存在。也许我早就可以从过去解脱,可是我害怕,一旦放开接受命运故作善意的救赎,那一刻真正的我就会永远烟消云散,变成行尸走肉。

Wednesday, 9 November 2016

My Painting

This article is a presentation of my paintings. Well drawing is my habit, I remember the day when I saw my teacher of nursery school was drawing a ballet girl, I was attracted by this beautiful expression way.  I have a good friend, she is a talent of painting, I followed her everywhere when I was young, and I am influenced by her, I like to draw the woman with a style of Japanese cartoon. With my childhood's special and sensitive experience, my painting is a little dark.
I didn't keep all my painting, because usually I draw in the draft just for fun, after studying in France, I have no time to create a work.

Let us start!
SQL > SELECT * FROM my_painting 
           WHERE quality='not too terrible' AND SEX='female'
           ORDER BY create_time DESC;
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This is a view of a femal robot's back, finishes at junior high school. I was attracted by transhumanist culture at that point, but they were dark, the war and the greed destroy the world in my senario.


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Other dark painting of my junior high school life, it was a feeling of my illusion.

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This two pictures is the same one, I finished it at senior high school in China when I was 15 years old. One day I had an interesting idea of hiding the main part of painting. I just fold a paper, and I drew a woman who has blond hair with the candle power in her eyes. And I created two hole at the other face of paper where the holes map to woman's eyes. I drew two candles at the front of paper, and a chain tie her hands. Without light, the painting is just like left picture, but when there is a highlight, we see her face and her eyes are really like candles power.

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This the women in this two paintings are the same one I think, the second one is a version more detailed. And there is a gloomy secret in the second painting,  which I couldn't show it out in the first one.





Well Did you find the secret? The outside colors, leaves and  slimsy stair exist just in her illusion but not in reality.
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I am an amateur of astronomy, when I was very young I dream to be an astronomer until last year at senior high school, I couldn't stand study all the day & night at school and did the useless exercises, to get a superb, slashing note in my province to entry the university which has set up specialty of  astronomy... so well that's a girl who is in shabby petticoat, eyes closed (maybe means she was asleep) with a head fill stars like the dreams.


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This woman I called her Morella, a character who comes from Edgar Ellen Poe's fiction "Morella". I was addicted to the fictions of Edgar Ellen Poe at high school, somehow I drew her like this in front of a draft.



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It's a work with softness, the work of mine like this is rare, so even it's not so creative, I would like to tell you the part of  inner is not so gloomy.



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This is a little bloody as a work, a woman take a man head and an axe floating blood.  Maybe you will think that someone has drag me out, wrong! I just think that some problem can be solved by a way with a little violence :D, and I am a fan of violence esthetics .


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Some day, I visited Le Palais du Louvre, I saw so many great works come from famous people. And I started to image what does she like if Venus has her arms, even this is not a good idea to create her arms, well this is a version of Venus with arms.  Maybe she should be plumper...
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The last work is not mine, this is a gift for my 16th birthday given by my close friend, you will see that the distance between an amateur and a talent of painting.  She drew two girls, it's her design of herself and I, I am proud of her talent and our friendship.

Saturday, 8 October 2016

Ubuntu1.6下安装ORACLE-XE SQL

之前一直用postgres,这次换了个学校老师要求也变了,非要用oracle...话说这个公司对广大linux用户不好啊,才出了一个rpm格式的安装包只服务部分linux用户。。这个安装很费神,网上也只有英文版教程,安装过程也出了不少差错。
进入正题,直接上安装步骤吧
1.下载地址: 戳我
    我下的是LINUX64BIT那个版本

    注意:想要下载这个东西还要在它官网注册账号,尼玛为什么注册个账号还要写公司,手机号码,什么鸟都写。搞家庭调查吗!?!

2. 下载完后得到的是一个zip文件,先解压(我解压到了/opt 里):
     $unzip oracle-xe-11.2.0-1.0.x86_64.rpm.zip
     解压后你会得到一个名为 Disk1的文件夹,里面会有一个rpm文件和两个其他文件夹:




3.然后安装alien包把rpm包转换成deb包, 这个过程会相当长,可以先做第4和第5步,另外不要打断转换,耐心是美德:
    $sudo apt-get install alien libaio1 unixodbc vim
  $sudo alien --scripts -d oracle-xe-11.2.0-1.0.x86_64.rpm
   这一步完了以后,会得到一个 oracle-xe_11.2.0-2_amd64.deb 的文件,如上图。

4.为了解决Linux版本之间的兼容问题(大概是这样),还要去/sbin/里写个文件:
$sudo vim /sbin/chkconfig
文件内容:
#!/bin/bash
# Oracle 11gR2 XE installer chkconfig hack for Ubuntu
file=/etc/init.d/oracle-xe
if [[ ! `tail -n1 $file | grep INIT` ]]; then
echo >> $file
echo '### BEGIN INIT INFO' >> $file
echo '# Provides: OracleXE' >> $file
echo '# Required-Start: $remote_fs $syslog' >> $file
echo '# Required-Stop: $remote_fs $syslog' >> $file
echo '# Default-Start: 2 3 4 5' >> $file
echo '# Default-Stop: 0 1 6' >> $file
echo '# Short-Description: Oracle 11g Express Edition' >> $file
echo '### END INIT INFO' >> $file
fi
update-rc.d oracle-xe defaults 80 01
保存设定权限:
$ sudo chmod 755 /sbin/chkconfig

5.设定kernel的参数(告诉kernel这个应用能使用的ram内存大小,文件大小等等):
sudo vim /etc/sysctl.d/60-oracle.conf 
文件内容:
# Oracle 11g XE kernel parameters  
fs.file-max=6815744  
net.ipv4.ip_local_port_range=9000 65000  
kernel.sem=250 32000 100 128 
kernel.shmmax=536870912 

装载刚刚写入的内容:
$sudo service procps start
用sysctl命令检查一下:


6.终于可以安装了,这也是很耗费时间的,耐心是美德,我的小电脑大概用了20分钟= =
$sudo dpkg --install /opt/Disk1/oracle-xe_11.2.0-2_amd64.deb 

7.安装完成后会有提示用 /etc/init.d/oracle-xe configure 来设置应用的基本参数,端口用默认的就行了:
$sudo /etc/init.d/oracle-xe configure 

  • HTTP端口8080
  • 数据库监听端口1521
  • 数据库root SYS和SYSTEM的密码
  • 初始化你的数据库(耗时间,大概7-8分钟吧
8.设置环境参数,方便你启动数据库:
$vim ./bashrc
加入环境变量内容:

export ORACLE_HOME=/u01/app/oracle/product/11.2.0/xe
export ORACLE_SID=XE
export NLS_LANG=`$ORACLE_HOME/bin/nls_lang.sh`
export ORACLE_BASE=/u01/app/oracle
export LD_LIBRARY_PATH=$ORACLE_HOME/lib:$LD_LIBRARY_PATH
export PATH=$ORACLE_HOME/bin:$PATH


更新环境变量:$. ./.profile 或者 $source ./bashrc

9.使用服务$sudo service oracle-xe start

用root身份进入:$sqlplus sys as sysdba


再来说下我安装过程中遇到的问题:
在第9步的时候我无法使用sys的身份进入sysdba,会出现这样的错误提示:
ORA-01017: invalid username/password; logon denied.
这是因为ubuntu当前用户没有加入dba mod的原因,所以没有权限通过sys进入sysdba。但是在加入这个mod之前,我建议大家新建一个拥有sudo权限的用户,因为笔者通过命令把自己tearsyu用户加入dba mod以后,莫名其妙地就被移除了sudo的权限,导致无法使用sudo这个命令很头疼,又没有启用root,只好去recovery mode来把tearsyu又加入sudoer中,很麻烦。但不是一定会发生,我查了半天也没搞清楚我到底干了什么把自己从sudoer名单中移除了,为了保险起见,我建议大家添加一个新用户:
$sudo useradd xxx
$passwd xxx
$sudo usermod  -aG sudo xxx

再把自己加入dba(笔者用的命令是sudo -i usermod -G dba tearsyu,-G 是在原来的基础上添加新mod,-g才是只加入制定mod,我确实没把G打成g不知为何就被移除权限了,所以为了更加保险,加入a):
$sudo -i usermod -aG dba tearsyu

那么到这里就完了。感谢博客主:Manish Raj 以及文章:http://meandmyubuntulinux.blogspot.fr/2012/05/installing-oracle-11g-r2-express.html